Author Archives: Gail Cawley Showalter

Religious Reorientation, a Memoir-Synchronicities or Answered Prayers?

What was I thinking? I couldn’t afford a house. This whole idea was so new to me. That night my curiosity got the best of me and I called anyway.

Nothing Like Us Ever Was?

Gail’s on Her Soapbox-a Sunday Rant Warning! This may not sit well with all of you readers. I’ve had so much on my mind that it is spilling out. I’m concerned, NO I’m down right worried about, not just our country, but our planet. What have we been thinking? We have a presidential candidate who […]

Religious Reorientation, a Memoir

I wanted to move to Austin. I spent the entire following summer working on getting another job, a job out of the classroom. I had a Master’s Degree and hoped it would open doors. Nothing. Not one interview. To say I was discouraged is an understatement.

Religious Reorientation, a Memoir

I could have given up at that point. I could’ve said, “Maybe this isn’t meant to be.” My desire to prove the test wrong was as strong as my desire to achieve something that would change my life. I had a brief meeting with the dean as a formality.

Religious Reorientation, a Memoir

“Joy to the World” was playing on the car radio, but I did not feel any joy in my world. It was five days before Christmas – the first Christmas since my divorce and the first one I would spend without my children. 

Religious Reorientation, a Memoir

My knees buckled with fear, as I scooped up his drooping body, and carried him to the car.  His thin limbs spread out on the car seat like a worn-out stuffed toy. 

Religious Reorientation, a Memoir

The divorce was finalized in early October. I was drained physically and emotionally. 

Religious Reorientation, a Memoir-Iron Overload

My knees buckled with fear, as I scooped up his drooping body, and carried him to the car.  His thin limbs spread out on the car seat like a worn-out stuffed toy. 

Woman praying over clasped hands

Religious Reorientation: a Memoir

I remember the day. I wore a dress my mother had made. I looked simple, thin, and frail, nothing flashy or sexy about me.

Father’s Day Letter to My Sons

I’m sharing my letter that will give insight to all dads with little girls.